I was putting in the work !!! Not into the grind, but into myself. Each day I spent time on my practices. I felt like they were guiding me, slowly, but steadily, toward the person I actually wanted to be. I can't remember the exact day I decided I wanted to create something like HORIZON. It was less a single moment and more an accumulation. Thoughts and feelings that had been building for a while. I'd been talking about wanting to do it long before I actually did it. There wa

I went back to the "random jobs" (cafe work, cleaning, dog walking). It was the first time in a long time that I wasn't earning money to afford my regular luxuries: brunches out every weekend, going for massages, buying really nice, thoughtful gifts (sorry mum). But I was so goddamn relieved. I felt like a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders. I finally felt a sense of freedom. I was able to have phone-free days. DAYS! I spent a lot of time community building. Attendi

My friend must've been able to tell I was exhausted. He told me 'don't film this one, I want you to participate.' So I did. That breathwork session was so much more than a somatic practise. I put my phone down in the corner of the room. I took in my surroundings. I was reminded of how it felt to just be. Totally and utterly myself. I prepared myself to settle into a practise where I felt completely safe and able to relax. I went deep into my body and mind. I saw blue light, a

Before the social media marketing business began, I'd gone on a retreat overseas. I was desperate to feel like myself again, hoping that by getting out of my environment, I would break a cycle and bring some clarity. At this time, I was also kind of seeing someone. I say "kind of" because it was very much a situationship. The kind where you keep hoping it'll turn into something and it really doesn't (in fact it gets worse lol). I genuinely thought that would be the missing pi

I saw some posts about burnout and thought... wait, is that me? Turns out it doesn't always look like your life falling apart. Sometimes it's way more subtle than that.